They Tried to Break Her in the Rain—But They Had No Idea Who She Really Was

Chapter 23

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"We can confirm that senior personnel were aware of the disagreement and discussed the reputational implications," she explained. "We cannot establish from these documents alone that every later decision affecting Marcus or Nia was retaliatory."

Nia appreciated the precision.

"What about the anonymous messages?" he asked.

"We haven't identified the sender," Dr. Shaw replied. "The records don't establish a connection between the messages and any specific person."

"So we still don't know who is responsible."

"Correct."

Nia nodded.

It was disappointing, but it was honest.

"Does that include Adrian Cole?" Nia asked.

"It may. We are reviewing the provenance of the files. We are not treating the consultant's involvement as proof of wrongdoing."

After the meeting, Nia and Thomas walked outside.

"What do you think?" he asked.

"I think we know more than we did before."

"Does it help?"

Nia considered the question.

"Yes. But not in the way I expected."

She had once imagined that learning the truth would make the past feel settled.

The organization had eventually closed, leaving unanswered questions behind.

Nia could now describe those facts more clearly.

But she could not recover the years spent wondering whether she had misunderstood what happened.

"Your mother would have appreciated the documents," Thomas said.

Nia smiled faintly.

"She would have wanted the complete file."

"She would have asked for the meeting notes, too."

"And the names of everyone who attended."

"Yes. Then she would have made me organize everything chronologically."

They both missed Evelyn.

But the memory no longer felt entirely painful.

That evening, Nia received a call from Marcus.

"I'm glad the records exist," he said. "But I don't want to spend the next ten years discussing them."

"You don't have to."

"I know. I just needed to say that."

Nia understood.

"Do you think the organization should issue a public acknowledgment?"

"Yes. If the records support one, people should know that the concerns were raised. But I don't want anyone inventing a bigger story just because a bigger story gets attention."

"Neither do I."

"What are you going to do with the information?"

"I'm still deciding."

"Then don't rush."

He laughed softly.

"Look at us, giving each other advice."

Nia smiled.

"We're getting older."

"Speak for yourself."

They ended the call.

The next morning, Adrian Cole contacted Victor directly.

Victor agreed, provided Dr. Shaw attended.

When asked whether he had ever threatened to interfere with Marcus's opportunities, Adrian denied doing so.

He also denied sending the anonymous messages to Nia.

Dr. Shaw asked whether he had access to the photograph that had been delivered to Nia's apartment.

However, he agreed to provide any relevant correspondence he still possessed.

Afterward, Victor called Nia.

"I don't think we have enough evidence to say Adrian sent the messages," he told her.

"Neither do I."

"He may have contributed to the atmosphere that made people afraid to speak, but that's a separate question from who contacted you recently."

Nia appreciated the distinction.

"Thank you for being careful."

"I've learned that I should have been more careful years ago."

The reviewers did not determine that every disputed decision had been improper.

They recommended clearer medical decision-making procedures, independent complaint channels, and more transparent communication with athletes.

The report could not rewrite the past.

But it gave the people involved a more reliable account of what had happened.

Nia read the summary at her kitchen table.

Then she placed it beside her mother's handwritten note.

Nia did not feel the urge to publish a triumphant statement.

Then she closed the folder.

The archive had not answered every question.

But it had made one thing clearer.

Truth did not always arrive as a dramatic revelation.

The first time Derek apologized to Melissa, he expected her to accept it.

But he watched her expression closely, waiting for a sign that the conversation had repaired something.

Melissa thanked him and returned to training.

Derek felt disappointed.

"I apologized, and she barely reacted," he said.

The counselor, Dr. Patel, asked him what he had expected.

"I don't know. Maybe for her to say she appreciated it."

"Why?"

"Because I meant it."

"And what would her response have given you?"

Derek thought about the question.

"Proof that she believed me."

"Do you need that proof in order to change your behavior?"

"No."

"Then why are you making her response part of the process?"

Derek looked down.

He understood the answer before he said it.

Because he wanted to know whether he was still a good person.

Because he wanted the apology to reduce his shame.

"Accountability can feel unfair when you're accustomed to being rewarded for doing well," she said. "You may be tempted to treat an apology like a performance with a clear ending. But the person you hurt doesn't owe you that ending."

Derek nodded slowly.

"So I just keep going?"

"You keep behaving differently. You allow other people to make their own decisions about you. And you learn to tolerate not knowing whether they will forgive you."

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