“You Don’t Work Here” – On her first day, she was told to get out. By the end of the week, everyone knew her name.

Chapter 9

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At 8:30 he was in the dispatch office on fourteen sorting out a fault with a door release that kept locking the night shift out of their own break room, and at 8:45 he was on the back stairs heading down to ground, because he wanted to get the drip tray sorted before the morning rush tracked water all across the tile and somebody went over on it in heels and he had to fill out another report.

Vanessa came out of the station into a fine, slanting rain that was not quite heavy enough to justify the umbrella and too heavy to ignore. She put the umbrella up anyway. The walk to Calder Point was six minutes along a street of coffee chains and phone shops and one old tailor's that had been there longer than any of the towers. She walked fast. She always walked fast. Heels on wet pavement had a particular sound, a hard bright click, and she liked it; it told people to get out of the way without anyone having to say so.

She stopped at the coffee cart on the corner, the one with the striped awning, and bought a flat white she did not really want so that she would have something to hold in the lift. The man in the cart said "Morning, love," as he always did, and she said "Morning, Kostas," as she always did, and for the length of that exchange the day felt almost normal. Then her phone buzzed again in her pocket. She took it out with her free hand, balancing the coffee and the umbrella and the tote, and saw that it was from Doug Fenner.

"Can you do a call at 11? Want to get ahead of this before Rita's team gets too far down the road."

Rita. R. Abara. Too far down the road. Vanessa read it standing in the rain with the coffee scalding her fingers through the cup sleeve. Eleven was an hour after the all-hands. Eleven was an hour after she would have to stand at the back of a room on fifteen and applaud. She typed, "Of course. 11 works. Speak then," with her thumb, and put the phone away, and found that her heart was going faster than the walk could explain.

She could see the tower now, at the end of the block. Calder Point. Twenty-two floors of blue-grey glass reflecting a sky that was the same colour, so that the building seemed on some mornings to be made of weather. She had watched it go up from the windows of the old office across the river, eleven years ago, and when Ardent had signed the lease for six floors she had been one of the people who'd stood on fourteen in a hard hat with a glass of warm sparkling wine and felt that something had been decided about her life. That it was going somewhere. That it had a shape.

She crossed at the lights. The rain was easing. The lobby glowed through the curtain wall on the right, the long row of grey sofas, the pale floor, the reception desk at the back with Sal's grey head bent over the phone. She closed the umbrella under the overhang and shook it twice and tucked it into the side pocket of the tote. Through the outer glass she could see the inner doors and above them the red EXIT sign, and she noted, as she always did now, how much of the lobby you could see from out here and how little anyone inside seemed to notice the street.

She checked her reflection in the dark glass of the vestibule as the first door slid open. Blazer, blouse, face. Closed door, brass handle. Fine. She took her badge out of the inside pocket and hung it round her neck and straightened it so the photo faced out. It was 8:47 by the clock above the reception desk. She would get up to sixteen, put the Brenmoor numbers together before coffee with Lena, find out who on fourteen could tell her anything true about the West corridor. She had a list in her head already. She stepped through the inner doors into the warmth and the hum, the coffee hot in one hand and the tote's handles cool in the other, and her heels struck the tile.

Then she stopped.

There was a woman standing by the lounge.

Not on the sofas. Beside them, near the windows, near the left-hand end, exactly where the bags had been. She was turned three-quarters away, looking at something, the window or the cushions or the street, and she was not doing anything, which was what caught Vanessa's eye first, because people in lobbies at 8:47 on a Monday were always doing something. They were walking, or signing in, or on the phone, or waiting with the particular stiff patience of visitors. This woman was just standing. Looking.

She wore a black leather jacket, the kind with the zip on a slant and the snap collar, scuffed pale at the elbows. A plain grey T-shirt. Dark jeans. White sneakers, the kind you saw on people who were twenty-two or on people who didn't care. No bag that Vanessa could see. No coat. No umbrella, though it had been raining for an hour, and the shoulders of the jacket had a faint dull sheen of damp. Her hair was pulled back, practical, nothing done to it.

And on her chest, hanging from a plain navy lanyard, a white card. Vanessa could see from here that there was no photo on it. Just a line of black type she couldn't read at this distance.

Not an Ardent lanyard. Not a building visitor sticker. A blank white card, a jacket, a woman standing by the windows where three weeks ago a man who looked like he belonged had walked out with a dead woman's ring.

Vanessa stood just inside the doors with the coffee cooling in her hand and felt something in her chest go tight and cold and very clear, the way it did across a negotiating table when she saw the other side's lawyer slide a page out of order. Behind the desk, Sal was still on the phone, his back half-turned, nodding at whoever was talking. Nobody else was in the lobby. Nobody else had noticed.

Of course nobody had.

She shifted the tote higher on her shoulder, and she did not move yet. She just looked.

 

The doors sighed shut behind her and the street noise went with them, the hiss of tyres, a bus braking somewhere up the block, all of it sealed off at once, the way a car door closes on rain. Vanessa stood on the mat in the vestibule and let the warm air from the overhead vent fall on her shoulders. She had done this every working morning for eleven years. Mat, vent, two steps, the inner doors, the click of her heels on the tile. It was the part of the day she liked best, if she was honest, because for about four seconds nobody wanted anything from her.

Today the four seconds went wrong.

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