“You’ll Regret This. I Won’t Obey,” the Apache Healer Said — But the Desert Kept Its Secrets

Chapter 6

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Tala looked at the circled entry for a long moment. Then she opened her birthing book to a blank page at the back, dipped Jonah's own pen, and wrote: *H-12 — the arroyo girl — found by Jonah Mercer, spring 1875. Name still to be learned.*

 

"Now it's in the book," she said. "Now somebody's looking for her, too."

 

Jonah stared at the fresh ink until his vision blurred. "You'd do that? For a child you never met?"

 

"I'd do it for every number in your manifests," Tala said. "That's what the book is for."

 

Tala turned back to the first page of the book. *Paloma — born on the night of the new moon.*

 

"In the spring of 1873," she said, "men came to our village at dawn. They wore badges — brass badges with a steer skull and a rail spike crossed under it. I know that badge now. I've seen it on the company's men in every camp since." Her voice was flat, the way deep water is flat. "They said the wars had made orphans, and the territory would care for the children. My Paloma was eight years old. She was clutching the little quilt I'd sewn her — my mother's stitch, the one she'd taught me, the one I'd taught no one else. A man pulled her out of my arms. She didn't scream. She just — held up the quilt, like it would protect her. Like it was a wall."

 

Tala's voice stayed flat, but her hands had closed around the edge of the workbench. "The dogs were barking. Somebody's cooking fire had been left to smoke. The light was that gray color before the sun clears the ridge, and everything looked — thin. Like the world was a blanket about to tear. I ran after the wagon until my legs gave out in the dust, and Paloma stood up in the back — a guard pushed her down — and the last thing I saw was her little hand holding that quilt up over the wagon's sideboards, the stitching catching the first sun. My mother's stitch. My stitch. I had sewn protection into every seam, the way my mother taught me, and it protected nothing."

 

Jonah closed his eyes.

 

"I ran after the wagon until my legs gave out," Tala said. "I walked to every town on the rail line. I showed her name to clerks and priests and stationmasters until they threatened to arrest me for vagrancy. And then I started writing down the other names — the ones I found along the way — because I couldn't find hers, and it was the only thing I knew how to do."

 

She looked at him. "If she's still in their system, Jonah —"

 

"She has a number," he said quietly. "Not a name."

 

"Then I'll go find every number," Tala said, "one by one, until I find hers."

 

Jonah looked down at the book — six years of names in a healer's careful hand, the quilt stitches in the margins, the little birds. He thought of the arroyo girl, of the locked-door look, of the dream voice asking why he was still running.

 

He thought of the muslin pouch on his nightstand, smelling like rain on desert stone.

 

"I know how they move their freight," he said slowly. "The transfer schedules. The codes. The stations where the wagons meet the trains." He met her eyes. "I used to write them, Tala. Every cursed one."

 

"Then teach me," Tala said. "How do they move them?"

 

Jonah's jaw worked, but the old detective's clarity was coming back into his face now — the sharpness he hadn't used in four years. "Thursday nights, mostly. The freight yard's quietest then, fewest eyes. Covered wagons from the Home down to the rail spur, the children listed on the waybill as 'company dependents' — blankets and Bibles in the manifest, if anyone asks. At the railhead they're loaded into a boxcar with the regular freight, and the placement ledger rides with the conductor. Every head counted. Every fee recorded."

 

"Fees," Tala said flatly.

 

"Forty dollars a head for rail labor. Sixty for the mines." He looked sick saying it. "The money comes back through the Home's accounts as charitable donations. That's why the town loves her — Victoria Ashford, the great philanthropist. Every dollar she spends on that white house comes back to her threefold, washed clean through a collection plate."

 

"And the ledger?"

 

"Mrs. Quill keeps it. She always kept it — locked in her office, and she sleeps with the key around her neck, or so the clerks used to joke." A grim flicker crossed his face. "It isn't a joke anymore. That book is the whole pipeline on paper. Names, numbers, prices, signatures."

 

"Then that book is what we need," Tala said.

 

"That book, and the schedules." Jonah nodded slowly. "I can still read their codes. And I know the signs when a transfer's coming — extra wagons hired at the livery, the Home's laundry going out doubled, the stable boys kept late." He drew a breath. "If Paloma's still in the system — if she's still anywhere in it — the paper will tell us where."

 

"Then you'll help me read them."

 

It wasn't a question either. Jonah Mercer looked at the woman across his workbench — this curandera with dust in her seams and six years of names in her hands — and felt something shift in his chest, like a wheel settling true on its axle for the first time in four years.

 

"Yes," he said. "God help us both. Yes."

 

Outside, the wind picked up off the mountains, carrying the smell of coming rain. Tala closed the birthing book and held it against her chest again, and for the first time since the spring of 1873, the weight of it felt less like a stone and more like a key.

 

"Six years of names," Jonah said softly, almost to himself. "Time somebody read them back to the people who wrote the numbers."

 

Tala smiled — the real smile, the one that changed her whole face. "Then let's begin," she said, "with H-17."

 

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