Marlene Blue

Chapter 26

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A shoebox held the first year. Then a drawer. Then drawers, then a cabinet, then a wall of cabinets, a whole quiet bureaucracy of other people's happiness: the exact green of a kitchen painted the winter a son was born; the red a man chose for a front door the year he opened his own shop; the blue of a library mural; wedding whites, nursery pinks, the gray a widow picked for a porch because her husband had once said gray was an honest color. Decades later people would come in off the street β€” old now, careful on the steps β€” and ask whether the store could possibly still have the color of a room that no longer existed, in a house that had been sold, or torn down, or given to a daughter who'd painted over it. And the card would be found, in four minutes, in six, and Amos would watch a face change as the lid came off a fresh-mixed can of 1979. That was what the archive was. Not paper. A town that refused, on the record, to forget what its rooms had felt like.

In February 1978 he made Marlene her blue. She had been chasing it for a month, in oils β€” the Grand River after dark, a blue she could describe to the hour and never to the pigment. Every blue in his catalog was either sea or sky, she said; a river was darker, a river knew things. He worked at it at the bench across nine nights, cool and warm taking turns in the lead, while the failures stood in a row of labeled jars she refused to let him throw away, and on the ninth night she held the draw-down card up to the window herself, snow falling through the streetlight, and went quiet. "That's it," she said. "That's the river at night. Paint my studio wall with it. Before I change my mind about whether it's allowed to exist."

He wrote the card himself β€” his hand, the formula, and her name for it at the top: MARLENE BLUE. She turned it over and signed the back and dated it, the way she signed a painting. Then she told him to file it first, ahead of everything β€” to number it 001. There were hundreds of cards by then, going back to '73, not one of them numbered. Amos laughed and said so. "I know what there are," she said. "An archive should start with the truest thing in it. Now it has a first one."

The apprenticeship's first boy arrived in the winter of the second year, sent down Division Avenue by a juvenile-court probation officer who bought paint for the county home and had the sizing-up eye of a man who placed lost causes professionally. The boy was seventeen, thin as a lath, with a record β€” he'd gone through a rail-yard shed window after copper, and a night in a cell, and a file with his name spelled right on the cover and wrong on every page inside β€” and the officer's pitch, made over the counter while the boy studied the floor as if it owed him money, was sweeping. Would Hartley take him for sweeping, Saturdays, to satisfy the court?

Amos had a test at the bench in those days, though nobody knew it was a test, least of all the applicants. He set the boy to sorting returned color chips, and within the hour the boy had done the thing Amos had watched twenty-year painters fail to do: he'd laid out eleven whites in a row on the counter, cool to warm, in perfect order, and stood looking at them with the faint disgust of a musician in a room where the piano is out of tune. Then Amos dried a chip β€” a faded robin's-egg off a customer's porch rail, sun-eaten, lying about its own color β€” and told him to match it. First try, close. Second try, dead on, the boy tilting the card to the light and saying, to no one in particular, "It's got more green in it than it admits to."

Amos telephoned the probation officer from the back room. "He doesn't sweep," he said. "He learns the bench. Paid. Real wages, and he starts Monday."

The accountant said the insurance would object. A manager at the second store said, a few years later, that customers wouldn't like it, and Amos learned things about the manager in that moment that ended the conversation permanently. Marlene's contribution was to feed the boy dinner three nights a week and to correct Amos, once, in the boy's hearing: "You didn't hire him because you felt sorry for him, and don't let anybody tell the story that way. You hired him because he can

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