Table Four

Chapter 45

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"He sold the time off his father's wrist to buy us an hour," she said. "People think that's foolish. People are wrong. That hour is still going. It is going right now, in this room, at this table — you're sitting in it. So is Octave and his figs. So is that boy learning to trim a rose stem like it matters. Emile has been gone four years and the hour he bought is still feeding people, so you tell me what the watch was worth. A watch tells you the time. That hour gave it away. It's the only one of the two I ever needed."

The pudding was finished. The coffee was finished. Drew had not taken a single note, because there was nothing to note; the story had not been given to him to use. It had been given to him to keep, and she could see him putting it where he kept such things — in the place behind the ribs where a man files what he is not allowed to be careless with. He stood, and offered his hand, and helped her rise the way you help a person who does not need helping and must never be made to feel she does, and Bea straightened her brooch, and took up her purse with the envelope in it — the lunch money spent, the tip already left, folded, under the pudding dish: on purpose, like a letter.

It was then, as they stood, that the door opened on the bright street and let in the weather of a decision being made badly somewhere else: an elderly couple on the step, hesitating — the husband with a cane and a hat he was turning in both hands, the wife with her purse held high and tight the way women hold purses when they are preparing to be refused — and at the stand, young Tyler, six weeks in the building and starched with newness, doing exactly what Drew Callahan had once done: he stayed behind the stand, screen in hand, and called his question out to the room at large, brisk as a departures board. "Do you have a reservation?"

The husband's face did the thing Bea remembered doing with her own face, a year ago, in front of a different boy: it arranged itself, carefully, to be turned away without a scene. The cane shifted. The hat turned.

Drew was already moving.

He did not hurry. Hurrying would have made it a rescue, and a rescue makes the rescued into a story about the rescuer. He crossed the room at the pace of a man going to meet someone he is glad to see, and he stepped out from behind the stand — past it, beyond it, into the light by the door where there was no screen and no counter and nothing between his face and theirs — and he went down the two steps, onto the pavement, into the November sun, and took the old man's free hand in both of his, and said, at the exact volume of welcome, "Come in. Let's get you out of this sun and find your names after you're sitting down."

Bea watched from Table 4 as the wife's purse came down, slow, from its defensive altitude to the crook of her arm, the way a flag comes down when the war is announced over. She watched Tyler at the stand, frozen, learning more in four seconds than the manual held. She watched Drew hold the door — wide, with his whole arm, the way you hold a door when you are not counting the seconds it costs — and bring them through it, the husband's cane finding the threshold, the wife looking up at the room, and Drew speaking to their faces, to their actual faces, while the book waited unopened on the stand behind him, patient as scripture: some reservations are older than the book.

At the stand, Drew paused and looked at Tyler, not unkindly. "First lesson," he said. "The one I teach before the menu. Step out from behind the stand. Speak to the face, not the room." Tyler nodded the nod of a boy deciding to become someone.

The last thing Bea did before she took Drew's arm for the walk to the car — before Tee, at the pass, called "See you Sunday, Miss Bea," like a man confirming a train that had run on time for a year — was look back once at the room: at the long table by the kitchen wall, empty now, waiting for Sunday; at Table 4 with its two places and its rose, patient as everything she had ever loved; and at the door, held open by the man who had once shouted through it, with the whole bright room behind him, feeding whoever knocks.

"Well," she said to Drew, quiet, for his face alone. "That's the establishment saved. Take me home, baby. I've got a crossword to not finish."

 

— The End —

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