The Stranger Ayana Chose. The Question That Changed Ethan Walker’s Life

Chapter 9

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was the loudest. Kweo had spoken first and longest: the dream was a

woman's weather, changeable, private, no basis for law; the stranger was a

soldier wearing a deserter's story the way a wolf wears a dog's collar to get

among the sheep; the band was being asked to harbor a man the army

wanted, in the very autumn the agency was muttering about treaties, and to

call it a marriage. His uncles had taken it up. One of them had asked what a

man is worth who has run from his own people — if he ran from the soldiers

who fed him, what would he do the first winter the valley's meat ran short?

"And the other side?" Micah asked.

"The other side is my grandmother." Pahket said it with the simple pride of a

boy naming a river. "Seeka told the council the dream again. All of it. She

says she told it first a year ago, in this same place, before any stranger, before

your horse, before anything — the river-scar, the empty hands, the

cottonwoods turning. A dream told ahead cannot be a trick arranged after.

That is her word and it is heavy. Even Kweo's uncles do not call Seeka a liar.

They say a dream can be true and still be a warning. She says a warning is

what I am for." He grinned in the dark. "She meant me. For watching you."

"And the old men?"

"The old men are the third side and they are winning." Pahket hunched

forward, delighted by the machinery of it. "They say: the spirits may have

sent you. The spirits send weather too, and a man still builds his lodge

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strong. They say a dream is not a pardon. They say Waneka's dream has done

its work — it brought you to the fire and made us listen. Now the winter

must do its work. If the valley keeps you till spring and you are still here, and

still yourself — that is a thing no dream can do for you." He stood, gathering

the empty bowl, and paused at the flap with the thought that clearly mattered

most to him. "They are making a proving season out of you. Like a horse. I

think it is fair. I would not give my sister to a man on one evening either, and

I am only her brother." The flap fell, and lifted again almost at once —

Pahket back, with a coal for the lodge fire in a bark cup, unable to stay away

from the gravity of his errand. "Kweo led the winter hunt last year," he

offered, unasked, tipping the coal into the kindling with a boy's ceremony.

"When the snow shut the passes and the meat ran short, his party brought in

eleven deer in four days, and two old people who would have died in the

spring are alive because of it. I tell you so you know what he is. He is not a

small man my sister refused. He is the man who feeds us in the hard month,

and half the valley thinks a war leader's claim should outweigh a dream,

because you can eat a deer and you cannot eat a dream." He blew on the coal

until it caught, and his face in the new light was suddenly grave in a way that

recalled his sister's. "My grandmother says a people who eat only what they

can hold will starve in a different way. She says it to Kweo's face. He brings

her the best cut anyway, every hunt, and she cooks it for him at her own fire.

That is also what he is." He stood, brushing bark from his knees. "If they

decide against you, it will not be because this valley is foolish. Sleep now.

The deciding is not your work tonight." The flap fell. The murmur went on.

Micah lay in the dark with his empty rifle by the door and found, to his own

astonishment, that the council's invisible weight on the other side of the

lodge wall did not frighten him. It steadied him. He had been judged in the

army by men who had not listened. Whatever this was, it was listening.

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At dawn the valley was white at the edges with the first true frost, and the

council fire had been built up again, and Micah was brought out and stood

where he had sat the night before, and Chief Tavio, who had not slept either

by the look of his eyes, announced the terms in the open, in the hearing of the

whole gathered band, with the interpreter rendering each sentence after him

like the blows of a small, careful hammer.

There would be no marriage. Not yet. The choice Waneka had made at the

ceremony stood — the council did not unmake it — but it would be kept in

trust by the winter, the way seed is kept. Micah Thorne would live in the

valley through the winter under the band's law, as a guest who is also a

question. He would learn the language. He would work at what work was

given him and hunt with the band's hunters when they judged him ready and

not before. He would answer for himself, in the open, as he had begun to do.

And before any marriage could be spoken of again, there was the matter of

the soldiers. The army would come into this country; the council did not deal

in pretending otherwise. When it came — for him, or near him, or with his

name on its paper — Micah would settle his debt with it openly. He would

not run. He had run once, and the running had been right, the Chief said, and

the council honored it; but a man may only spend that coin once, and Micah

had spent it. If he ran now — if word came that he had slipped the valley in

the night, or hidden, or let other men answer questions meant for him — the

choice was void, the dream discharged, and he was banished from the valley

and from Waneka's country forever, and no grievance would be heard from

him in any council thereafter. If he stood — if he faced the soldiers' law in

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