âNever heard of her. Whatâs she got that you donât?â
Ryan lifted his glass, put it down without drinking. He had thought, on the walk over, about how to tell the story. He had thought about the version that made him sound unlucky, and the version that made him sound wronged, and the version that made him sound like a man who had walked into a conspiracy. He had thought about each one carefully and found that he could not use any of them.
âI told an old man to leave the waiting room,â he said.
Kyle frowned. âWhat?â
âThere was an old guy on a bench. He was eating a sandwich. I told him it was a private floor and he should go downstairs.â Ryan stared at the whiskey. âIt was Walter Hale. The founder. He was running a test.â
Kyle was silent for about three seconds. Then he laughed, loudly, throwing his head back. âYouâre kidding. Youâre kidding. Thatâs the most absurd thing Iâve ever heard. They screened you on manners? Thatâs, what, discrimination? Is that even legal?â
âItâs not discrimination, Kyle.â
âThey set you up. Theyâre playing games. Thatâs a hostile interview environment.â
âItâs not a hostile interview environment. It was a bench.â
âThey could have told you.â
âThey shouldnât have had to,â Ryan said, and heard how quiet his voice was. âKyle, thatâs the point.â
Kyle stared at him. âWait. Are you taking their side?â
âIâm not taking a side.â
âYou sound like you are.â
Ryan rubbed his eyes. âThey asked me about Corvane. About Danielle Whitaker. And I told them the truth.â
âThe truth about what?â
âThat the model was hers. That I put my name on it.â
Kyleâs face went through a series of expressions. Surprise, confusion, then something sly. âOkay, but you didnât have to say that. Why would you tell them that? Everyone does that. You think the CEO of this place got there by being honest? Come on, Ry.â
The words were familiar. They were nearly the same words Ryan had said in the boardroom that morning, in the same defensive pitch, and hearing them now from outside his own mouth, he felt something turn over in his stomach.
âI said that,â he said slowly. âAlmost exactly. This morning.â
âSo? Itâs true.â
âWalter Hale told me pride is fear in a better suit.â
Kyle snorted. âThatâs a fortune cookie.â
âMaybe.â Ryan looked up. His friendâs face was handsome and flushed and entirely, aggressively certain. It occurred to him with a small shock that he had been looking at this face for twenty years and never once seen it clearly. âI donât think it is, though.â
âRy. Listen to me.â Kyle leaned forward and lowered his voice. âYouâre upset. I get it. Itâs been a brutal day. But donât let one old man in a cardigan rewrite your whole worldview. Youâre smart. Youâre the best operations guy I know. There are a hundred companies that would kill to have you.â
âNone of them are Brightwater.â
âSo? Who cares about Brightwater?â
Ryan didnât answer. He found, to his own surprise, that he had no good response. He only knew that he had walked into that building as one man and walked out as another, and that the old one was beginning to feel like a coat that no longer fit.
âIâm going to head home,â he said, standing.
âYou havenât touched your drink.â
âI know.â
âRy. Come on.â
âIâll call you,â Ryan said, and for the first time in years, he meant something different by it than probably never.
The Reference
On Monday morning, Ryanâs phone rang at 9:14. He was sitting at the small desk in his apartment, with a cup of coffee going cold and a laptop open to a job board he did not really see. The caller ID showed the name of his current employer, Altum Freight, where he had held a senior directorâs role for the past two years.
He answered. âRyan Mercer.â
âRyan, itâs Dennis.â His bossâs voice was careful. Dennis Cho was a tall, anxious man, a former engineer who had never quite settled into management. âDo you have a minute?â
âOf course.â
âI got a call this morning from Helen Brandt at Brightwater Logistics.â
Ryanâs stomach dropped. He had told Altum that he was taking a personal day on Friday for a medical appointment. He had told nobody that he was interviewing elsewhere.
âShe was calling to confirm your dates of employment,â Dennis said. âAs part of a final reference verification. She said sheâd already spoken to Corvane.â
âDennis, I can explain.â
âIâm not angry about the interview,â Dennis said. âPeople look. Iâd have done the same at your age. Itâs the other thing.â
âWhat other thing?â