He died on a Tuesday in March, in his sleep, in the brick house in Evanston, with the ceramic fox on the windowsill and the kettle on the stove. Nora, then twenty-two, found him in the morning. She called Maribel before she called anyone else. Maribel called Leah. By noon, the whole company knew. By evening, the flags on every depot were at half-staff, and drivers who had never met him stood in the cold beside idling trucks with their caps in their hands.
The funeral filled a church with eleven hundred seats and left three hundred standing outside. Gus, white-haired and bent, wept openly. Rosa, the cleaner from the fourteenth floor, read a short passage from scripture in a voice that cracked and recovered. Marcus carried a corner of the coffin. When Ryan took the second corner, he found that his hands were steady and his eyes were not, and he did not mind.
Afterward, in the vestibule, Nora pressed something into his palm. It was a small, folded square of white paper napkin, soft with age.
âHe kept these in his pocket,â she said. âEvery day. He told me once it was for wiping his hands, but I think it was just for remembering.â She smiled through tears. âHe wanted you to have one.â
Ryan held it for a long time.
Eleven years later, on an autumn morning of brilliant blue sky, he rode the express elevator to the twenty-second floor. He was fifty, now, and gray at the temples, and he wore a brown cardigan with leather patches at the elbows. Nora had given it to him. It did not fit perfectly. He wore it anyway.
He stepped out into the reception area. The carpet was the same deep blue. The photographs along the wall had multiplied, and among them, hung at eye level near the oldest, was a new one: a small framed portrait of Walter Hale in rolled sleeves, grinning, his arm around Eleanor.
The wooden bench stood against the far wall.
Ryan crossed the room and lowered himself onto it. He set his cane beside him. He had developed, in recent years, a mild limp, the legacy of a long career on concrete, and he found he was glad of the excuse. He unwrapped a sandwich from wax paper, ham and mustard on rye. He poured tea from a battered steel thermos.
At the desk, a young receptionist named Priscilla glanced up. She had been trained. She gave a tiny, conspiratorial smile and went back to her screen.
At 8:52, the elevator chimed.
A young man stepped out. He was in his late twenties, in a very good suit, with a leather portfolio and a pair of expensive sunglasses pushed up into his hair. He moved with a quick, confident stride, and his eyes swept across the room, passed over the bench, and settled on the receptionist.
âJulian Reyes,â he said. âNine oâclock. Iâm interviewing for the senior director role.â
âWelcome, Mr. Reyes. Please make yourself comfortable. Theyâll be with you shortly.â
âThanks. Is there coffee?â
âOf course.â
He turned toward the chairs by the window. Then his gaze landed, for the second time, on the old man with the sandwich. A shadow crossed his face. It was the shadow Ryan knew very well, the small flinch of a man looking at a smudge on a clean glass.
Here it comes, Ryan thought.
But the young man paused. He looked at the bench. He looked at the sandwich. He took a breath, and Ryan watched something behind his eyes shift, a very small, deliberate adjustment, like a person changing lanes.
âExcuse me, sir,â the young man said, and his voice was gentler than before. âI hope Iâm not interrupting. I just wanted to ask, do you need anything? Water, maybe? Or a hand?â
Ryan looked up at him, at the sunglasses and the nervous hands, at the good suit and the unlined face. He saw a boy standing at the edge of a long, steep road, and he saw a man in a mirror, nineteen years earlier, practicing a sentence about being the best candidate they would see this year.
âNo, thank you,â he said. âThatâs very kind.â
âYouâre sure?â
âIâm sure.â
âAll right.â The young man hesitated. âSir, is it all right if I sit near you? Iâm a little nervous. It might help to be near someone calm.â
The old man smiled. It was a small, crinkled smile, and it reached all the way to his pale blue eyes.
âIâd like that,â he said. âPlease. Sit.â
The young man lowered himself onto the bench. Beside them, through the tall windows, the lake shone like hammered silver under a high, clean sky. In the corridor beyond, a door opened, and a womanâs voice called a name.
Ryan took a sip of tea. It tasted of cardamom and too much honey, like a candle.
It tasted, he thought, exactly right.