âThirty percent,â Walter said, speaking for the first time in twenty minutes.
âYes, sir. Over three years. Through attrition and role consolidation.â
âDo you know how many people that is?â
âRoughly nine hundred positions.â
âNine hundred,â Walter repeated. âDo you know any of their names?â
Ryan blinked. âSir?â
âOf the nine hundred. Do you know any of their names?â
âNo, sir. I wouldnât. I havenât been given access to personnel data.â
âOf course you havenât,â Walter said, and for a second the corner of his mouth moved. âI only wondered. Please, go on.â
Ryan went on. But he could feel something in him slipping, a thin, steady drip of certainty draining out of a vessel he had always assumed was bottomless. By the time he reached his final slide, a handsome graphic of a rising curve captioned Scaling Brightwater to the Next Decade, his voice had dropped to almost a murmur.
âThank you,â he said, and clicked off the screen.
No one applauded. No one spoke. Tom Okafor laced his fingers together and studied them.
âThat was a thorough presentation,â Helen Brandt said at last, in the tone of a woman choosing her words from a very small shelf.
âThank you.â
âI wonder,â Walter said, âif I might ask a few questions of my own.â
Ryan nodded. It was all he could do.
âGood,â said the old man. He lifted his tea, took a small sip, and set it down. âLetâs begin with the bench.â
Questions About a Bench
âTell me what you saw,â Walter Hale said, âwhen you walked into that waiting room.â
Ryan frowned. âIâm not sure I follow.â
âItâs a simple question. You came off the elevator. You looked around. What did you see?â
Ryan thought about lying. He thought about offering a polished answer about clean lines and professional atmosphere, something calibrated to flatter the room. But Maribelâs words were still echoing, and he found that he did not have the energy to build a better version of himself in real time.
âI saw a nice space,â he said slowly. âGood furniture. A view. A receptionist who was competent. And a bench against the wall that didnât match anything else.â
âAnd me?â
âI saw an old man in a sweater eating a sandwich.â
âWhat did you think of him?â
âI thought he didnât belong.â
The words hung in the air. Priya Nairâs pen stopped moving. Tom Okafor shifted in his seat, and Ryan realized the chairman was a man who had probably been that old man, once, in some other lobby.
âThank you,â Walter said. âMost people tell me they didnât notice me at all. Thatâs the common answer. Iâm grateful for something more honest.â
âI noticed you,â Ryan said.
âYou did. And you decided I was a problem to be solved.â
âYes.â
âLet me tell you why that interests me.â Walter leaned back, and the leather creaked softly. âWhen I was twenty-six, I owned one truck. It was a 1961 Ford with a cracked windshield and a transmission I had to coax like a stubborn mule. I drove it from Cleveland to Chicago to deliver a load of furniture, and when I arrived at the warehouse, the manager looked at me and my truck and told me I was in the wrong place. He said the freight entrance was around the back, and that I should wait there. I waited four hours.â
Ryan said nothing.
âHe wasnât a cruel man. He simply had a picture in his head of who was important, and I didnât match it. I looked at him, and I thought, If I ever have a business, no one will sit in the wrong place in my building. And later I thought something a little more useful: The way a person treats someone who can do nothing for them is the only honest information about their character.â
Ryan had heard that sentence before. His mother had said it this very morning, almost word for word, through a bad phone speaker, and he had rolled his eyes at a bathroom mirror.
âMy mother said that to me today,â he said before he could stop himself.
Walterâs expression changed. âDid she?â
âBefore I left. She told me to be kind to everyone in the building.â
âA wise woman.â
âShe is.â
âAnd did you take her advice?â
Ryan looked at the table. âNo, sir.â
âWhy not?â
It was a fair question, and he had no good answer. He thought about the cracked screen of his motherâs phone. He thought about his father standing in the cold outside a downtown office. He thought about how, at fourteen, he had made a vow that he would never be small, and how the vow had slowly grown teeth.
âBecause I was afraid,â he said.