“Maybe You Should Try Somewhere Else”—Then She Learned Who He Was

Chapter 23

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She flew home to Spokane and, the following week, did a thing that appeared on no agenda. She went down to the Riverside branch at opening time, in the rain, which had resumed for the spring as if under contract, and she stood in the doorway getting wet in the manner of a client, unannounced, in a coat that said nothing about her, and watched the door work. She watched Lucia Ferrero ask a nervous young woman her name before her errand, and mean it. She watched Dani Foss seat a contractor in a banker’s office that he had clearly expected to be waved away from, the way a man braces at a familiar door, and she watched his shoulders come down a full inch when the chair was offered first and the questions came second. She watched Dolly Ferreira receive a regular, an old man with a passbook, with the familiarity of a lighthouse, and she watched the kiosk stand blinking in its corner, used twice that hour by people who chose it freely and left happy, which was, she reflected, what it had been invented for, before a supplement had conscripted it.

Nobody recognized her for eleven minutes. She had counted, because she was who she was, and she found, in the counting, that she did not mind at all. When Dani did recognize her, at the curved desk, and straightened with the beginnings of the old alarm, Alison raised a hand, gently, in the doorway of her own institution, and said the thing she had driven down in the rain to be able to say truthfully.

"Don't get up. I'm not an inspection. I was in the neighborhood, and I wanted to see the place the way a person sees it." She looked around the lobby, the chairs, the rain on the glass, the small ordinary traffic of a weekday morning, people carrying their errands like parcels that mattered, because they did. "It reads differently from the door," she said. "That's all. It reads like the front of the binder."

Ernest Pike came into the Riverside branch in person on the first dry day of spring, wearing a jacket that had been good in another decade and carrying a folder, which Dani noticed before she noticed anything else, and noted, in the private ledger she kept of such things, as evidence of nothing at all.

He had telephoned ahead, not because he had been told to, but because a man who cleaned a courthouse for thirty years at night has a respect for appointments that daylight people seldom match. He had asked for Miss Foss, by name, because her voice was the one that had called him, and because his wife, who had strong views on institutions, had always said you deal with the person who did the thing, good or bad, and not with the building. Dani walked him to a banker's office herself. The banker was ready, because the appointment said what the appointment was: a man of seventy-one, a widower, coming in to set the just-in-case money into its final shape, in person, with explanations at reading speed, and a copy of everything in a folder he could take home and keep in the drawer of his choosing.

What he wanted took forty minutes and was not complicated, once it was allowed to be human. The account would stay. A portion would move to a certificate his grandson had helped him read about. The rest would sit where his wife had put it, earning what it earned, under his name and hers together, which the bank, in its long paperwork, had been quietly abbreviating to his name alone since her death, an abbreviation Ernest had noticed and borne and never mentioned, and which the banker, reading the file in the new light that had been mandated for files, noticed herself and corrected in the record while he watched, restoring the two names to the account the way you restore a photograph to a frame. "She put it there," Ernest said, at the door afterward, holding the folder with both hands like a tray. "It's good to see it written that it was her. Paper lasts longer than people's memories, Miss Foss. That's why it has to be right. Wrong paper is just a longer-lasting wrong."

He shook Dani's hand, formally, as if concluding a treaty between nations of two. "The letter's in the drawer still," he said. "The bad one. I'm keeping it. And the good one's on the refrigerator, which in our house is where we put the things we're proud of and the things we owe money on, because those are the two things a family shouldn't lose track of." He looked around the lobby, the chairs, the light, with the assessment of a man who had cleaned public buildings for thirty years and knew precisely what their public rooms promised and what they cost. "It smells the same," he concluded. "Cleaner, maybe. Or I'm just an old man who got his wife's name back on a piece of paper and is feeling generous toward architecture."

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