The Cattle Baron Found Tiny Yellow Baby Clothes in His Trunk—And Discovered the Secret That Could Change His Life Forever

Chapter 16

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Miren looked at the tintype for a long time. She did not touch it. Then she went to the shelf above the bed and took down a book. It was not a fine book. It was a flock book, bound in cracked leather, its pages thick with eighteen years of entries in a small, hard hand: numbers of sheep, lambs born, lambs lost, wool clipped, wool sold, dogs bought, dogs buried. The book of a life measured in animals. Miren laid it on the table beside the coat and the photograph, and she opened it to a page near the beginning, where the handwriting changed — where it grew larger and less steady, as if the hand that wrote it had been shaking.

 

"September fourteenth, 1872," Miren read aloud, and her voice was the voice of a woman reading a grave marker. "Fire in the camp at night. Two dead." She stopped, and her finger rested on the page, and Ana saw that the ink there was darker, as if it had been gone over twice. "Ione and Joseba Zubizarreta. My sister and her husband. Your mother and father, Ana."

 

Ana heard the words, and for a moment they did not mean anything. They were names she had never been given. She had grown up knowing that her parents were dead, that Miren had raised her, that there had been a fire, and she had never asked for more because Miren's silence had always felt like a wall, and she had learned, as children do, not to run at walls. Now the wall had a door in it, and the door had names on it, and the names were her mother's and her father's, and they had been dead for eighteen years, and she had never once spoken them aloud.

 

"Go on," Rosalind said softly. It was not a command. It was a plea.

 

Miren turned the page. "The child lived," she read. "The cattleman carried her out of the fire at dawn and gave her to me, wrapped in the yellow coat her mother had knitted. He said, 'Keep her. I will come back with papers.' He never came back."

 

The hut was very quiet. Outside, a sheep baaed, and a dog barked once, and the wind moved in the grass, and inside, three women stood around a table with a coat and a photograph and a book between them, and the truth, which had been cut in half eighteen years ago, lay there in two pieces that fitted together so exactly that Ana could not understand how anyone had ever believed they belonged apart.

 

Rosalind put her hand flat on the table, beside the coat, not touching it. "Duncan told me Elias set the fire and died in the stampede. He told me there was no child, no family, nothing but empty land and a waterhole that belonged to Bar Seven by right of use. I believed him because he was there, and I was not, and because grief makes a woman believe the first story that gives her someone to blame."

 

"I believed you were the enemy," Miren said. "I believed the cattleman set the fire because he was the cattleman, and because he was gone by morning, and because the men who came after were his men, and they fenced the waterhole within the month. I kept the book, and I kept the coat, and I kept the child, and I told no one in Juniper Creek, because what good would it have done? A shepherd woman against Bar Seven. I waited for someone to come and ask. No one ever came. Until today."

 

Ana looked from one woman to the other, and her mind was moving very fast and very slowly at the same time, the way minds do when the ground shifts under them. The coat on the table was the size of a newborn. The scarf around her neck was the same wool, the same yellow, dyed with the same flower. The child in the photograph was wrapped in a blanket, but the blanket was yellow at the edge, where it showed. And Miren had just said, in front of the baroness of Bar Seven, that the child Elias Carmichael carried out of the fire at dawn had been given to her, Miren, to keep.

 

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