The Cattle Baron Found Tiny Yellow Baby Clothes in His Trunk—And Discovered the Secret That Could Change His Life Forever

Chapter 22

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"Ana," Miren said, and she went to the girl, and she put her arms around her, and Ana did not pull away, but she did not lean in either. She stood very straight, the way she stood in front of her classroom, and she looked over Miren's shoulder at Rosalind, and her voice, when it came, was steady in the way that only a person in shock can be steady.

 

"You knew," Ana said to Miren. "All these years, you knew, and you did not tell me."

 

"I knew you were alive," Miren said. "That was enough to know, when you were small. When you grew older, I did not know how to tell you the rest, because the rest was Bar Seven, and the waterhole, and a dead man, and a fire, and I was afraid that if I told you, you would go looking for answers in Juniper Creek, and Juniper Creek would give you Duncan Pryce's answers. I kept you safe by keeping you ignorant, and I am sorry for it now. I have been sorry for it since yesterday, when your — when Mrs. Carmichael came to the camp with a coat in her hands."

 

Ana looked at Rosalind. "And you," she said. "You came here yesterday and you looked at me, and you knew. Did you know then?"

 

"I suspected," Rosalind said, and it cost her something to say it, because honesty, after eighteen years of iron, felt like taking off armour in front of an enemy. "I saw the scarf. I saw the coat. I saw the photograph. I did not know, not for certain, until this minute, when Tomas read the letter and you stood in the doorway and I saw your face change. I am sorry, Ana. I am sorry for the fire, and for the fence, and for the eighteen years. I am sorry that my husband died before he could finish what he started, and I am sorry that the man who stopped him has been living in my house and managing my ranch ever since."

 

Ana did not answer at once. She looked at the coat on the table, and she looked at the photograph, and she looked at Tomas, who was holding the letter very carefully, as if it were a living thing, and she looked at Miren, who was still holding her, and then she did something that surprised all of them, including herself. She walked to the table, and she picked up the tintype, and she held it up to the light from the doorway, and she looked at the baby in the photograph, and she looked at the coat, and she said, very quietly, "I wore this. I do not remember wearing it, but I know I wore it, because I have dreamed of this yellow all my life, and I thought it was only a colour. I thought it was only wool."

 

Rosalind felt something break in her chest, something that had been iron for eighteen years, and it did not break loudly. It broke the way ice breaks on a river in spring: quietly, and then all at once, and then the water underneath is moving again, and it has been moving all along, waiting for the ice to go.

 

Tomas laid the letter down on the table, beside the registration and the flock book, and the three documents lay there together, and for the first time in eighteen years, the truth was whole in one place: a book that counted a child saved, a paper that gave a waterhole back, and a letter that named a debt and a meeting and a man who knew about the meeting and lied about the fire afterward. Rosalind looked at them, and she understood, with a clarity that frightened her, what she had to do next. She would not sell the waterhole. She would not sign Duncan's papers. She would not let the man who had set the fire in 1872 sell the water that the fire had been set to steal. And she would not offer Ana money, because she had seen, in the girl's face, that money would be an insult, and that what Ana wanted — what Elias had wanted for her — was something else entirely, something that could not be bought and could not be fenced: a name, and a waterhole, and a story told true at last.

 

But she did not say any of that yet. She said only, "Ana, will you sit with us? There is more in the letter, and you should hear it from Tomas, not from the doorway."

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