The Shocking Truth Behind Four Bullets

Chapter 35

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Hargrove lowered the binoculars — finally, and only by inches, the strap keeping them close against the black jacket — and looked at the far range with his naked eyes, as men do when they want the world to contradict their instruments in person. The world declined. To the naked eye, the plate was a small dark rumour in a bright distance, saying nothing. The mountains stood behind it, saying nothing at greater scale and with more practice. It was absurd that in that speck, in that nothing, sat the most extraordinary sporting sight of Walter Hargrove's late life; and it was true; and he raised the binoculars with both hands a second time, slowly, almost formally now, like a man re-entering a room where a respected stranger is waiting, and the plate came to him again, alone in the sand, rust and legs and shadow, and the one bright point dead centre, unchanged, ungenerous to every attempt his experience made to explain it down.

His mouth, this second time, did not open. Something worse happened, from the point of view of a man who had guarded his dignity through five decades of other people's finest moments. His eyes, behind the lenses where nobody could claim the evidence and he would have denied it at the table, filled. For Tom Callen, damn him. For Tom arriving at a range at dawn with a thermos and another man's child in tow, saying any kid who turns up is a shooter until proved otherwise; for Tom believing that standing was the honest position because there was nowhere to hide, and teaching his daughter accordingly while the rest of the sport built higher benches; for Tom, who had been dead these several years and had missed being right about her in public by exactly that much; for Tom, whose line Willa must have been hearing out there — Hargrove did not know about the notebook, and would not learn about the line until much later, but he knew the look of a person hearing excellent instruction from a long way off — because nobody stood like that by accident. Nobody repeated a thing like that by luck. Luck was a spendthrift and never bought the same point twice, let alone a string of times at a pin nobody in thirty-one years had managed to trouble.

"What is it?" Danny Mercer said, and his voice arrived with less performance on it than Hargrove had ever heard him use, and that too was information. Danny had come forward to the edge of the officials' area, stopped there by nothing but his own uncertainty, blond hair stuck flat on one side where he had dragged a hand through it, the black shirt open over the grey, the smile that had handed Willa the rifle in front of the cameras now entirely elsewhere, as if he had lent it to somebody and forgotten to get it back. He was looking at Hargrove's face rather than at the range, being young enough to still believe that older faces were published results. "Chief. Is it on the plate? At least tell me it's on the plate."

"It is on the plate," Hargrove said, and the ordinariness of the sentence nearly made him laugh, which would have done none of them any good. A sentence that size hauling a result that size behind it. Grant's hand, he noticed, had gone to the place on his chest where his pen usually lived, and stopped there, remembering it was put away, and stayed, flat, over his badge, while he processed whatever his own imagination, from a lifetime in the county, was doing with the image of the plate. "Danny," said Hargrove, because the chief in him was reasserting itself, assembling the forms, finding the order in which honest men proceed when the miraculous has been inconsiderate enough to occur during a regulated event, "you are going to want to be very quiet for the next little while, and then you are going to want to be honest. I would practise the second one while you are doing the first."

"I didn't —" Danny began, and stopped, admirably, because what he had not done was exactly the question settling over the afternoon, and because Willa Callen, out there, was finally turning, just a fraction, not toward the crowd but toward the officials, seeking an instruction for what came next the way a finalist is supposed to, patient, rifle safe, face composed enough that the cameras would be disappointed in it for days. "She kept firing," Danny said instead, very quietly, and it was not a complaint and not quite admiration; it was a man reciting a fact that rearranged the furniture of his world. "Again and again. Same way every time. I watched her. I was right there and I watched her do it and I didn't —" He gestured down the lane, a useless, honest gesture. "From back here it just looked like she was doing it again. That's all any of us could see. It just looked like again."

"Yes," said Hargrove. "That is what it looked like. That, it turns out, is what it was."

The crowd was beyond holding now in its original shape. The murmur had broken into questions calling across one another, and phones were up in earnest, and somebody had begun an applause that got no support and died and would, later, become respectable when there was something certified to applaud. Hargrove found that he did not mind the disorder as much as a chief should have. What he minded, with a seriousness that steadied his hands as he lowered the binoculars for the last time and let them rest on their strap against the black jacket, against the blue-and-gold patch, against his heart, was the record. Records were frail creatures. They had to be protected from enthusiasm and from scepticism alike, which were only enthusiasm wearing different hats. What he had seen through the lenses was a plate alone in the sand with one bright point dead centre, and that sight deserved, in the next hour, feet on gravel and eyes at close quarters and a walk down the lane that nobody could argue with, and Grant's pen, and Danny's testimony, and the girl — the woman — walking with them under the same hammering sun to watch other people discover, at arm's length, the thing she had known, or had not known, from inside the small round discipline of her scope.

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