The Street She Thought She Owned

Chapter 29

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seven minutes was a very long time; Adam could hear it being long.

Nakamura, in his uniform, looked at the floor tiles with an expression that

contained nothing at all, which was the expression of a man who has written

down a bad thing exactly and will carry the exactness for you if you will let

him. Adam opened his eyes. On the wall, dimmed now but not yet taken

down, Ernest Wexford's signature still held its place above the council table,

six feet of ink, patient as a fence line. Bea's hands had not moved on her

pocketbook. But her head had lowered, a degree, perhaps two — the way, in

a hospital corridor, a person lowers their head not in defeat but because the

chart has been read aloud and there is nothing in it that can be argued with.

Then the lane itself began to speak, and it did not speak in one voice, and that

was the thing Adam carried out of the room afterward, more than the plat,

more than the report: it did not speak in one voice, because it had never been

one thing.

Mayor Price called for the residents of Wexford Lane who had asked to be

heard, and the households came up one at a time, five of them — the five

who had paid Bea Wexford twenty dollars a month, in cash, for years, for the

use of the street they lived on. Lane dues. There had never been an

association to pay them to; the Wexford Lane Association had lapsed in

2003, its last filing moldering in a drawer in Peg Sullivan's office, but the

dues had gone on being paid for twenty-two years after their reason had

expired, hand to hand, porch to porch, in envelopes and in folded bills passed

with the eggs or the mail. Adam, who had refused from the first month and

been cold-shouldered at three mailboxes for it, had done the arithmetic in

October and then stopped doing it, because the arithmetic was not the point

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and never had been. The point was what the five households said now,

standing up in the warm room with their neighbors' eyes on their backs.

Sal Antonakos went first, from number 9, a man of seventy-six who had run

the hardware counter downtown for forty years and still stood like a man

behind a counter, square to whoever was in front of him. "I'll say the whole

thing, since we're saying things," he said. "Bea Wexford has plowed my

drive every snow since Marie got sick, and she never sent a bill and never

mentioned it, not once. She sat with Marie in the hospital in '18 — no. She

sat with me. Marie was the one dying. She sat with me, is what I mean, three

nights, and she brought soup in a jar with the lid screwed down tight, and she

never said one foolish word about it being God's will, which is more than the

minister managed." He put his hand flat on the lectern. "And I paid the dues.

Every month, since before the association quit, because the chain was there

and the sign was there and it was — " He searched, honestly, in front of

everyone, for the word he had actually used in his own kitchen for twenty

years, and found it, and said it without flinching. "It was cheaper than her

weather. That's the sentence. Her displeasure is a weather, on that lane. It

comes in and it stays for weeks and everything you do outdoors you do in it.

Twenty dollars was the price of clear skies. I'm not proud of the sentence.

But I'm the one who said it in my own house for twenty years, and I've come

down here to say it where it costs something." He nodded once, at the

council, at no one, and went back to his seat.

Henry Pruitt from number 6 spoke about the signs. He was eighty and precise

and angry in a way that had clearly been expensive to keep tidy. "PRIVATE

LANE, the sign says. KEEP OUT. RESIDENTS AND GUESTS ONLY. My

grandchildren visit me twice a year," he said. "Twice a year I have stood at

my own fence and heard myself say to my own grandson, don't go past Mrs.

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Wexford's chain on your bicycle, son. He's eleven. He asked me if the street

was hers. I said — " Henry Pruitt stopped, and the room let him stop, which

it was learning to do. "I said it was complicated. It is not complicated. It's on

the wall up there in letters six inches tall. I told an eleven-year-old that the

truth was complicated because I was tired, and I would like the record to

show that the tiredness was mine and I am done with it." He did not sit down

so much as be seated, all at once, like a man setting down something with

both hands.

Two of the five spoke for her with both hands, and Adam made himself

listen to them the hardest, because they were the part of the record he did not

already know by heart. Dot Berg — no relation to Odessa, the lane had two

Berg households and no patience for the confusion — spoke from her seat,

with the mayor's permission, because her hip would not do the lectern. "You

can put this in your paper however you like," she said to the room generally

and the reporter in particular. "I have lived on that lane forty-one years and

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