bag, the kind for beads or buttons, and she set it on the table in front of
Benson with the care of a woman setting down something asleep, and said,
"Someone swam in my pool while my baby was under anesthesia." Her voice
did not rise. Her fury was the controlled kind, the kind that has had weeks to
learn its lines. "I have thought about it every day since Mr. Avery's letter
came, and I keep arriving at the same fork in it. I want to know which of
them picked the day. If one of them knew β if one of them said, the
Petersens are in Atlanta, the house is empty, that's our Wednesday β then
that's one kind of person. And if the day didn't matter to them at all, if my
daughter's surgery was just a blank square on a rotation that none of them
ever looked at closely enough to see β I need you to understand that that is
worse. That is so much worse. It means we weren't even people whose day it
was. We were just the house with the pool that week."
Benson bagged the earring in her own evidence envelope and had Mrs.
Petersen write on the seal what it was and where it had been kept, and Mr.
Petersen turned from the window then and signed the statement with a hand
that was not entirely steady, and said, to the table generally, "Tell them we
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kept it. I don't know why we kept it. Tell them we kept the earring all
summer, like we knew."
The Hollises lived at the marsh end of Heron Bay, in the house with the
widow's walk that no one had walked on in thirty years. Mr. Hollis was
seventy, a retired harbor pilot with a handshake like a mooring line, and he
shook Colin's hand too hard at the door and apologized and did it again
inside, the way a man does when his grip is the only part of him that still
reports for duty on time. His mother's funeral had been on a Wednesday in
June. She had lived the last six years of her life in the room over their garage,
and her chair β a white wicker pool chair with a cushion she had re-covered
herself, twice, in a fabric with anchors on it β had sat by their pool in the
same position for all six of those years, angled to catch the morning and keep
the afternoon off, because his mother had been a woman of settled
arrangements and the chair was one of them.
He had come home from the funeral β from the service, the graveside, the
church hall with its ham biscuits and its casseroles, the whole long liturgy of
a Savannah goodbye β and had walked out to the pool in his funeral suit
because the house was full of people being kind at a volume he could no
longer hold. The chair was on the far side of the pool. Moved. Turned to face
the sunset, which his mother had never done and would not have done,
because the sunset was when the gnats came off the marsh and she had
opinions about gnats. And in the skimmer, riding the little tide of the filter's
pull, was a wine glass. Stemmed. With a lipstick's ghost on the rim and an
inch of white wine gone warm in the bowl.
"I stood there in my suit with my mother's program in my pocket," Mr. Hollis
said, "and I took the glass out of the water, and I washed it in my own sink,
and I put it in the cabinet with ours. And I told no one. Not Margaret. Not my
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sister, who would have had something to say. I decided β " He stopped, and
worked at it, and Colin watched a man excavate a sentence from a summer's
depth. "I decided grief was making me invent things. That I'd moved the
chair myself in the morning and forgotten. That a glass could have gotten
there some way that made sense if I wasn't so β cracked open. My mother
was not twelve hours buried and I stood in my own yard and called myself
unreliable, because the truth of it was too ugly to pick up. Some person sat in
my mother's chair and watched the sun go down on the day I buried her, and
I did their dishes for them, and I have thought about the washing of that glass
β " His voice went, briefly, and he let it go and found it again lower. "Sign
me. Wherever it says. Sign me for all of it."
Benson had him dictate it slowly, and he did, in a harbor pilot's cadence,
bearings and times, the chair, the glass, the gnats. At the door he took Colin's
hand a third time and held it a moment past the handshake's natural life.
"You put your own pool in a lab," he said. "Nine little bottles. Margaret said
it was the most Savannah thing she'd ever heard β a man too polite to call
the police on his own water until the water could call them itself." He almost
smiled. "Bring me the rest when you know it. I can stand the rest. What I